Little Did I KnowI am staring at the darkness out my windowLittle Did I Know by PlainWeird
And I really try my best to get by.
And I stood there and sighed.
I feel the winds flow.
Little did I know
You are falling apart.
You are dying from the start.
And I felt nothing
While you were suffering.
Could this mean something?
Little did I know you feel so much pain
You cry yourself to bed every night
But why do you seem so happy during the day?
Is darkness the source of your fright?
I want to know how I can make things all right.
I want to say that I am more afraid,
But how could I when you're the one bleeding?
Please don't tell me you find this thrilling.
You are not yourself, darling.
Please be well for you are my everything.
I do not want to be apart
Because every time we are
I can't find out what you feel.
Even though I know I'm supposed to.
But little did I know what's going on with you.
I want to be near you
Because I need to.
Let me wipe your tears.
Let me conquer your fears
Because little did I know your screams.
ForgetI'm trying to make you forgetForget by PlainWeird
Because I know you don't want him in your head
You so long not to remember his face anymore
But I'm telling you
I can help you endure
You don't have to think about him
If you do, you'll just fall apart
Because every time you imagine
You see her in his arms
When she's supposed to be in yours
Let his face fade away
From every corner of your brain
You need to erase every memory you have of him
Because I want you to heal
And be you again
I will make you forget
I will remove all the remorse and regret
It'll be gone once you recover
It's be okay once it's all clear
You'll be fine, dear
SparkThere's nothing in my heart.Spark by PlainWeird
Not even a single tiny spark.
I guess that this is the end for me.
I never had the trouble to believe.
I think it's been a pleasant ride,
Even if all I've done was never seek but hide.
It feels a lot better to die
Than to feel so empty inside.
Not a thing has ignited my soul.
There was nothing but skin and bone.
But I have heard there should've been a spark.
I guess it doesn't exist when you've got a cold heart.
I don't understand the term "burning intensely"
Does it hurt more than emptiness?
Is it better than freezing yourself?
I guess I'll never know since I am on the edge
The spark I am looking for
Was probably put out years ago.
It must have been ignored.
When you got nothing else, you let go.
Give Me HopeI watch my wounds as they bleedGive Me Hope by PlainWeird
I listen to the victims as they plead
I look around but did not give notice
To all the grief and sadness
I'm too busy to look at my own
Feeling of pain and sorrow
I need something that will help me
I need motivation and inspiration
For me to live on
To stop me from cutting my wrists
And adding another stitch
I want you to give me hope
I stare at the clock while it's ticking
I listen to my heart while it's beating
It's so dark and I feel scared
I know life is unfair
That's the very reason I feel down
It causes me to frown
I am aching with depression
Anger is my source of oppression
The word to describe me is despondent
I am filled with nothing but regret
And nothing else will suffice
Except my dispirited life